November 2011
1 post
Birthday "wishes"
Hope the old fart of a fat ass is reading this…
Today’s your birthday and for the two seconds it’ll take me to say Happy Birthday (which I just did) I say it with a nice tone you’ve always known me to say it. On that lovely note, I hope your fat ass and your egg head girlfriend are suffering and have been suffering since you decided on cutting off all ties with me!!! You...
October 2011
1 post
New York Comic Con and 2012
Officially, the New York Comic Con starts today, but I’ll be starting TOMORROW and will be there for the weekend. I did make new artwork but due to work, I haven’t had a chance to scan any of it. Hopefully I’ll get around to it this weekend.
And why am I mentioning 2012? I saw an ad for the Shen Yun performance next year and the dates are already set!!! Don’t say...
September 2011
3 posts
..someone better stop me from lacerating my face…I’m real close to going to visit a certain someone I know who has a dagger and will probably be more than happy to do it to me because I deserve to walk around with a scar for the world to see…
Lingering Anger and Change...
I’ve been doing the best I can to live my life like nothing happened, but that’s easier said than done. How can it be done when the bullshit that already happened still lingers high above my head? Maybe not for the rest of the crew…but it’s still right above my head. Everyone agreed that I needed to seek professional help. I’ve been having constant mood swings (and...
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Car Commercials
dederants:
Watching a car commercial narrated by Benedict Cumberbatch:
Someone asks you about the car:
August 2011
9 posts
Say it ain't so...
From my best friend who works at my old job…Barnes and Noble is going out of business.
My honest opinion…as much as drawing and artwork is my life, reading has kept me just as busy when artwork cannot ALWAYS be with me 24/7/365 and unlike artwork, books you finish reading can either be lent to a friend, co-worker or relative….OR it can be kept because you loved reading it so...
Tears of Bitter Anger and Tears of Happiness
For the past week or so, I’ve discovered so much more about myself when I’m at my very worst, but I also had an epiphany in the process.
People have been wrong for doing their own actions towards the situation that we as a group had to deal with. I won’t lie and say I didn’t do anything wrong, ‘cause what I did was a result of my blinding bitter rage and heartache. I...
Mid-to-Late September vacation woes!!!
I have a week vacation from the 18th of September until the 24th…but I don’t have the slightest clue where to go!!!
I prefer:
Somewhere where I can get away from New York, but within the USA
Location MUST NOT BREAK THE BANK
Has places to visit
Worth investing on travel
IF anyone knows any good places, let me know. ^^
The Real Reason
NOTE: Highly doubt he’ll want to hear me out ever again, but that’s okay. Thought he should know. This time, this is to another person. IF for whatever strange reason he DOES end up reading this, he knows who he is.
Yes, you’ve been there for me through some of the bad times in my life…you were even willing to be the shoulder for me to cry and lean on. But since the whole...
Confessions of a Tormented Soul
NOTE: This is a true story. No lies. The names will not be mentioned for privacy purposes, but IF they are reading this, they know who they are.
Five years ago, I met people for the first time after conversating with them online for a while. Slowly, but maturely, I met every single one of them and next thing I knew, we were all the best of friends, more than friends…like a second family.
...
Hiatus
I’m taking a break from doing artwork. I’m still checking my fan page on facebook to see if anyone’s interested in the pin-up I want to sell…and in case I have someone interested in a commission from me. Other than that, I don’t plan on going back to doing artwork anytime soon. Work and other things got in the way of it and requires all my attention. Hopefully this...
July 2011
5 posts
Everything that has a beginning has an end
Unfortunately, as we speak, news of Amy Winehouse’s death are spreading around like a virus…and what sucks is that she was only about a year older than me. More to come on the news on her death.
Maybe it’s karma for something she did in her past life…I don’t know. I was told that if someone dies at a young age, that’s punishment for doing something bad in their...
ZOMG OTAKON!!!
Yeah, I’m gonna be going to Otakon next weekend!!! And I’m thinking of doing artwork for Nobuo Uematsu (for anyone who doesn’t know who he is, he’s the composer for the Final Fantasy games) but the only problem is I have no idea how it should look!!! I love the songs “Eyes On Me” and “Memories of Life” and it sucks I can’t put anything on...
June 2011
14 posts
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Shen Yun at the Lincoln Center
The day before my birthday, I find out that the Shen Yun was returning to NYC this month on my way to a card game store (which unfortunately, I found out the hard way that it was closed) I was going to visit. I remember my dad asking me earlier on “what do you want for your birthday?” and my reply being “I have no idea”. But as soon as I saw the poster for Shen Yun’s...
“It is better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of...”
– Eat Pray Love
“Prevail in every battle, overcome each adversity.”
– Falling Leaves: The Memoir of an Unwanted Chinese Daughter
To Do List for the summer!!!
Senbazuru (1000 Crane) Project
Buy more paper and finish making the origami
Buy container to keep the cranes and paper packs in one place
Learn to string the cranes together OR find someone to string cranes together
Have it done in time for 10 year anniversary of WTC
Make another senbazuru for Japan
Lotus origami
Buy more paper packs and container for storage
Playmat commission
FINISH...
Today...
…IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! Sucks I have to work today, but I’m taking the day in stride. Paws up, monsters!!!
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Fact and Fiction: Lady Gaga VS Sarah Rooney
I sincerely apologize about the last entry…a shitload of ramblings, but I had to seriously vent that time. But let’s get down to business.
This ultimate hater I referred to is named Sarah Rooney. Yeah…a lot of the shit she said was mad fucking hateful…she made herself a target for a lot of people spitting fire at her…AND DOES A REPLY TO THAT SAME VIDEO ACTING LIKE...
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Lady Gaga and The Ultimate Hater
So…in the wonderful world of Facebook…I’m in a (small for now, but I’m sure it’ll grow soon enough) closed group that contains a small group of “little monsters” (yeah, I said it…I’m a motherfucking monster and damn fucking proud of it!!!) and I’m thinking to myself “Of course, Lady Gaga is not going to convince the entire world,...
Bad Romance sung by Darth Vader →
One thing I have to describe this: LMFAO
And what’s sad is that I FUCKING LOVE THIS VERSION OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS OF ALL TIME!!! At least Darth Vader gave in to his “little monster”…lol XP
DeviantArt ID help and Royal Designs
I’ve got something in the works, but I just can’t seem to figure out what else to do with it without making it seem like I’ve done the same thing for the billionth time. If anyone has any ideas, I’d greatly appreciate it!!!
BTW a friend of mine has a fan page on FaceBook for his artwork called Royal Designs. Link is on the bottom of the entry. Sorry I don’t have much...
May 2011
1 post
Lady GaGa + Starving Artist = INSPIRATION
I know it’s been a while since I’ve even had any real updates. Work has been keeping me very busy, you have no idea!!!
For anyone who knows about my DeviantArt…I uploaded a new picture. Not so much of an artwork, but because this I knew it was going to be the running joke for YGOTAS (Yu-Gi-Oh! The Abridged Series abbr.) and within the few hours it’s been up since this past...
April 2011
11 posts
Royal Wedding + Inspiration = Motivation
After drinking two cans of Dr. Pepper…yeah…I know…I was up ALMOST the whole night…fell asleep minutes before the first kiss between the future King and Queen of England…my eyes gave way…and I slept on the couch in my living room.
Seeing Kate’s dress…I don’t care if she was born a commoner…the fact that she looked absolutely stunning AND...
Okay...another thing I forgot to mention...
…other than lacking any kind of motivation to get the artwork finished or keep it going…my mind is ALWAYS getting sidetracked by other works I have in my mind…and it’s now a constant tug-of-war…so…any and all help is greatly appreciated.
How do you deal with the tug-of-war of wanting to do other works and getting the work that should be getting more of your...
On the Eve of the Royal wedding, let's take a...
dardeile:
Lady Diana July 1st, 1961 - August 31st, 1997
A mother who should have lived to see her son’s wedding.
I concur. Bless her soul. She would have been honored to walk her son down the aisle if she hadn’t died the way she did.
Starving Artist - Motivation = Help!!!
Yeah…I’ve been busy with work…and while I’ve got stuff to draw and commissions to work on, for some reason, I can’t seem to find any motivation to push myself to get these things done. I was also working on a NEW design for my business cards, but even I’m lacking any motivation to finish it.
I decided to redraw the NYAP’s mascot, but I haven’t...
Very sad kitty...but not all is lost...
I don’t know if I ever told anyone I was planning on going to Comic-Con at San Diego…but I got a call from my best friend…and unfortunately, we are NOT going to Comic-Con.
The plan was not to get the weekend pass…we’d rather get the press passes instead, because at least it’d be free access to the convention and it’s all paid for already. Unfortunately,...
Latest happenings...
…and I’m NOT going to AnimeNext for the Artists’ Alley. Got an email saying that it’s already full. At least I tried…and I’m not making a big stink out of it. Besides, say if I HAD a spot, I’d have to rush to find roommates and figure out how to get there…so yeah…too much of a hassle, but at least my birthday weekend is now open to planning...
Damn brain farts...
…yeah…sucks to be me right now when I wanna draw and do artsy stuff, but I can’t seem to get a good idea to be content with…like my business card designs!!! I can’t come up with any good design that I know will I won’t worry about changing anytime soon, other than the info that goes on the business cards, which thankfully they are done via VistaPrint, so my info...
Update since the last entry
The last anime picnic was COLD but it had a really great turn-up…A LOT of people…like at least 50-ish people…and unfortunately, I did not make any commissions.
Speaking of commissions, I’m still working on a couple of commissions. One kind of dropped on me, but with great consideration on my work schedule and other artwork I’ve been putting off for so long…so...
March 2011
1 post
Anime Picnic, Anime Boston...
…yeah…it all starts with ANIME!!! So what if it does?! I grew up on it, this is something I will NEVER OUTGROW!!! I’d be shocked to see myself as a grandma and still into the anime I grew up on…lol damn…that’d be something else, wouldn’t it?
In any case…I will be in the next anime picnic at Central Park near the Museum of Natural History on the 26th...
February 2011
2 posts
Anime Boston and POSSIBLY AnimeNext
Well…after submitting my Letter of Intent to Anime Boston this past October when they opened it…and after waiting since then, I’ve NEVER got an email back from them…and I find out from the official website there’s a complete listing on all the people who are definites (a couple are anonymous, which means they have the spot but just chose not to be named on the list)...
January 2011
4 posts
DeviantArt ID and BTR...
I’m kinda getting tired of looking at my current DeviantArt ID…does ANYONE have any ideas of what my next one can look like? I was thinking of using pictures of me with my other hobbies everyone knows about…sort of like a collage…but I don’t know…I’m drawing a major blank right now…and I’m actually scrambling around to draw a few artwork...
Latest update
If I haven’t mentioned it by now, I FINALLY have my flatbed scanner, thanks to my dad, who was nice enough to buy it for me and OMFG it makes scanning so much easier AND saves me a ton of money!!! For that, the starving artist has been fed and very satisfied!!!
Unfortunately, I have no bank account to do half the stuff I would have able to do online. I am getting that issue resolved and...